Comments | manayatma: I know its typical blah blah. its always typicalwhy do you thing Im tired of those meaningful films

manayatma

I know its typical blah blah. its always typicalwhy do you thing Im tired of those meaningful films

Nov 22, 2004 10:46

ARG. I'm getting my GED cuz i'm a dummy dumb. Yeah. Anyway, I think I'm pretty much destroying Kyle's life, mostly because I'm selfish and spoiled but. I take up too much of his time, i like spending time with I guess my former friends but i like spending time with him more than anything, and I want to spend as much time with him as I can before ( Read more... )

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grapeapeoftokyo November 22 2004, 11:09:37 UTC

im sorry i say those things, i could blame it on being frustrated or something like that but im tired of letting the blame fall elsewhere when i could easily tell you the truth and not be suck a stupid asshole, the truth is im a shitty person, i dont think much of what i say and the words that come out are hardly what is meant, the only fault you have is loving a shitty person......and i dont want to leave you, i love you more than anything and i would do anything to preserve what we have.

i love you sarah.

manayatma November 22 2004, 11:35:56 UTC

LOVIES YOU!

*such* manayatma November 22 2004, 11:37:48 UTC

....suck....

ihopeshedies November 22 2004, 23:49:03 UTC

Do you understand that we have all lost sight of the Sarah that we used to know? I get a glimpse of her every now and then. Sometimes I feel like resisting this friendship but then I feel so bad because I hate the fact of talking shit about you. I admit I do it. Of course I do. What friends haven't said hurtful things about eachother? But I don't do it because I hate you. I am being childish about it. I feel fucking rejected. We all do ( ... )

X=X solarpowersoul November 23 2004, 00:03:45 UTC

lisa's right, we do talk. but we talk because you're not there...i actually said the words...i believe they were "i'm so in love, i'm not allowed to have a personality." but goddammit, you both have lost who you were...i remember these funny, energetic, spontaneous people who i used to love spending time with...but now it's like you guys are just some sort of composite of parts of the people you used to be ( ... )

grapeapeoftokyo November 23 2004, 08:49:56 UTC

im just gonna say this online cause god knows my writing capabilities far exceed my speaking......it seems that we are trying to avoid you too together and only come around when we are apart because when we are together all we get is shit from everyone, shit about how we live, shit about how we love each other, and how we fight, i never saw anyone once get angry at lisa and dan for fighting while people were around, angel i never told you once anything about your girlfriends even if they were my friends as well. i think that since both of us were friends of everyone before, everyone thought it was okay for them to insert themselves into our relationship, i wouldnt mind so much if everything that was said wasnt so negative and downright mean sometimes, but the majority was. i asked you angel to move in with you cause i knew you could stand me moving in, i didnt know sarah was going to have to move in as well but it happened, right before we moved out was one of the worst parts of our relationships as friends, yes it is your house, but ( ... )

ihopeshedies November 23 2004, 19:37:01 UTC

dan and i did get shit for our fighting. so i don't know why you seem to think we didn't. another thing, i wasn't gone for weeks on end when dan came to town. i actually went to hang out at angels. i'm not trying to insert myself into your relationship but when it comes to sarah mentioning not caring about our friendships i think i should be able to say something about it and how it affects us. i'm just saying why i think it's hard to be friends ( ... )

i hate this... solarpowersoul November 23 2004, 20:32:52 UTC

kyle ( ... )