I know its typical blah blah. its always typicalwhy do you thing Im tired of those meaningful films

[manayatma]

ARG. I'm getting my GED cuz i'm a dummy dumb. Yeah. Anyway, I think I'm pretty much destroying Kyle's life, mostly because I'm selfish and spoiled but. I take up too much of his time, i like spending time with I guess my former friends but i like spending time with him more than anything, and I want to spend as much time with him as I can before

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[ihopeshedies]

Do you understand that we have all lost sight of the Sarah that we used to know? I get a glimpse of her every now and then. Sometimes I feel like resisting this friendship but then I feel so bad because I hate the fact of talking shit about you. I admit I do it. Of course I do. What friends haven't said hurtful things about eachother? But I don't do it because I hate you. I am being childish about it. I feel fucking rejected. We all do.

It hurts me more than it should maybe. I feel as though you don't care if you lose any of us because you have Kyle. All of us were friends before you and Kyle got together. It was really fun around that time, too. I think all of us can agree that we miss that.
I understand perfectly well that you don't get to see Kyle that much. I know that just because you live with someone it doesn't really mean that you actually spend that much time together. That doesn't change the fact that you have friends. Is it too much for us to ask you to hang out with us without you and Kyle being wrapped around eachother?
I'm not speaking out of anger or just trying to be an asshole to you. I feel I should just be honest. You deserve that much. God knows, I still care about you. Hello, you were my bestfriend for some time.

When we call to hang out with you guys you usually decline and it feels like you have a problem with us. So naturally, we're going to be rude to you. Sometimes we don't even mean it. I can understand that you don't have money or that you have other plans perhaps. Other times we're just hanging out at Angel's and you two are just watching a movie with eachother. Why can't you just come over and actually talk to us? I don't mean come over and just talk to eachother and say a few sentences to us.

I hang out with Kyle more than I hang out with you now.

I feel like none of this will even get through you or strike anything.

We all love you; you should know this. We fucking miss you and Kyle.

I guess we're asking too much.