I know its typical blah blah. its always typicalwhy do you thing Im tired of those meaningful films

Nov 22, 2004 10:46

ARG. I'm getting my GED cuz i'm a dummy dumb. Yeah. Anyway, I think I'm pretty much destroying Kyle's life, mostly because I'm selfish and spoiled but. I take up too much of his time, i like spending time with I guess my former friends but i like spending time with him more than anything, and I want to spend as much time with him as I can before this goes away. Yesterday in Hastings he was mad and told me "You never want to see anything meaningful", its true i'm a simpleton. and not a month before he told me "You never want to do anything fun." I've changed for the worst. is what I figure,
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stopped to trade computers with these kids, that aren't failures, and needed to use Word.. crappy program
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anywho, I'm okay with losing my friends, not really actually, I'm just more okay with it than with Kyle never getting to hang out with them. but things have been crappy with them since we lived at Angel's, it was probably because I always started fights with Kyle in their presence and annoyed them. I don't know the last few weeks we were there tensions got a little heavy and I gave up on friends for the most part. I was more of a jerk I'm thinking, than they were. I just want to say I wasn't doing it to be a total bitch. since he goes to school from 7:30-2:30 and I go to work from 3:30-11:00. We're pretty much just together when asleep, and on the weekends (Friday and Saturday). Which is of course, the best time to hang out with friends. This is more like a notice than anything. just , blah. I'm not willing to let things be awkward, not really trying to mend anything, just he i noticed you being tired of me "Tell Sarah not to come" and fuck off. I'll just let Kyle go over and hang out everytime you call. I won't say anything about going home to eat pizza and watch a movie like he promised me. blahdee blah. sorry kylie I love you.
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