I know its typical blah blah. its always typicalwhy do you thing Im tired of those meaningful films
ARG. I'm getting my GED cuz i'm a dummy dumb. Yeah. Anyway, I think I'm pretty much destroying Kyle's life, mostly because I'm selfish and spoiled but. I take up too much of his time, i like spending time with I guess my former friends but i like spending time with him more than anything, and I want to spend as much time with him as I can before
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about my girlfriends...if you had ever come forward and said to me what i'm saying to you now, i would have seriously reconsidered what i had with them to save our friendship...but if you did indeed have a problem, then you should have spoken up, god knows i would've listened.
about you living with me, and our actions/attitudes towards each other. that was almost entirely about the intense disrespect i felt coming from you two. i guess everyone did take sides against you in a prank sort of sense...stemming from you guys making it seem like it was you against the world. but as a pair you have lost all sense of humour, and the ability to take a joke. you hurt for yourselves and each other, and make it seem loads worse than it is...and take turns perpetuating the evilness of an attempt to rouse your sleeping sense of humour. towards the end of your stay, i ended up just trying to stay as far away as i could. now i feel like i'm still stuck there.
i remember once you and i and maybe josh, talking about how we'd never fuck up our friendships over "a girl"...and although it isn't that simple it seems like its happening.
but really...this isn't about girlfriends/boyfriends/relationships/fighting. its about how you & her isolate yourselves and make people feel like they don't matter. i am more tired than you know of feeling like a third wheel. i've had enough rejection in my life..i don't think i can handle it coming from my friends anymore.
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