I’m just being unexciting of sorts.
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So the after much soul searching about my life I ended up putting my old depressed martyr victim self away forever this weekend. After years of denial, failure & misery I think I've accepted the chaos & malevolence. The decades + of being in this mindset post my sister getting killed was an extremely tough time. A part of me kinda went back to a ( Read more... )

I'm still alone & it looks like I'll be in perpetuity. It's funny how sometimes you get your hopes up & then the same result happens but you're not feeling despair when they come crashing down as only mostly known that feeling ( Read more... )

So with my lamenting yesterday apparently something else was going on that put the nail in my latest "hope" if you can call it that. I have gone to a few events on another site. I really haven't found anyone but I've made a few decent acquaintances. There was this one that wanted to go with me up to Toronto to those "clubs" I've been known to go ( Read more... )

I'm just in an emotional funk right about now. I'm a MGTOW or a Man Gone Their Own Way. I've realized that I'm not a top choice for women & looking back at past relationships I realized that I was a backup or the safe default at the moment ( Read more... )

This isn't me writing this but it's about me & a side that usually is pretty pathetic by most people who consider me in that way if you ever have meet me in person. It's good to be spun in a strong light. The following is written from her perspective:

Things I knew long ago: I love sex. I orgasm easily with a cock inside me. I love rough sex. I ( Read more... )

Funny seeing people who you knew years ago. I saw this person who I used to work with years ago while also being a key myspace friend [yes we're talking that far back has it been that long?] around town. I am not sure of they remember me but honestly I kind of hope that they don't recognize me ( Read more... )

So after my sister for killed I went into a protective mode where I didn't work or do anything. In some ways it was a good time in my life. My one friend said I was a "time traveler" looking back because of the things I did around that time. I won't go I to details but I'd have to say watching LA Kings games intently in the late 90's is a ( Read more... )

I'm a guy from a descent family, wears dark J.Crew clothes, hung out with the non mainstream smart kids in school, who has a money saved up, perpetually single, multi degrees, eccentric where people think I'm cold but I think i'm being Canadian polite and a love for great live music. So yeah I'm down visiting my folks in that wealthy republican ( Read more... )

Yes everyone here is defective & lacking I some way.

Be it old or socially arkward.

Great concept

Bit to be honest I feel less weird at a straight swingers club bathhouse. At least everyone is mostly naked & you may have a chance of playing that night.

None the less it is fun to see how people look IRL without messaging them.