"And here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
And I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time"
       -Whitesnake, "Here I Go Again"

Okay, first one of the down sides of traveling: being stuck in a car.  I'm not big on car travel, especially as a passenger.  Among other ( Read more... )

"Get me out of harms way,
Can't you see I'm paralyzed,
I wanna fade out gracefully,
but you keep keeping me alive

"To face another day,
can't you see I'm through
I'm not driving anymore,
I can't keep up with you."
    -Rob Dougan, "I'm Not Driving Anymore"

What's wrong with me?  I'm tired, but I shouldn't be tired cause I went to be around well, I ( Read more... )

"Kyrie eleison down the road that I must travel
Kyrie eleison through the darkness of the night
Kyrie eleison where I go where you follow?
Kyrie eleison on the highway in the light."
         -Mr Mister, "Kyrie"

So, I don't know... whoever said getting there is half the fun, had an odd idea of what "fun" is.

It's ironic, sometimes when I'm at work or ( Read more... )

"I'm all out of faith,
this is how I feel.
I'm cold and I am ashamed,
lying naked on the floor.

Illusion never changed
into something real.
I'm wide awake and I can see
the poor sky is torn."
       -Nathalie Imbruglie, "Torn"

You may have noticed, the past couple of  times I've started out my journal entries with quotes, mainly song lyrics.  Dunno if this ( Read more... )

So, as you probably, I'm big into various types of music (although, granted, I can be picked about what I listen), but I find that, in addition to just listen to lyrics I often find myself mentally (or even out loud) quoting various songs lyrics and whatnot, as they're often good at expressing how I'm feeling (even toyed with the idea of opening ( Read more... )

"I'm trapped in this world,
lonely and fading, heartbroke and waiting
for you to come.

"We are stuck in this world,
that's not for me, for me."
       -Wayne Static -"Not Meant For Me" Queen of the Damned Soundtrack

Got an appointment with my psychologist at two, so I'm here at one of the computer at the rec center typing this as I wait.  I'm on the ( Read more... )

"Vacation all I've ever wanted, vacation magical getaway..."

I don't know what worse: the fact I've got that song stuck in my head, or the fact that's the only line of the song I know...

Anyway, it's Sunday 7pm, vacation is just about over.  Will be going back to college tomorrow.  Only got a few more weeks left for this semester though, so that's ( Read more... )

"What are you doing tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Still in your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive?"
    -Clay Aikin, Invisible

NOTE: Part of this entry I wrote in Word around 5:50 this afternoon...

Speaking of which, just had to do a hell of a lot of reformatting ( Read more... )

I write on occasion... I've been told I'm pretty good at it.  Problem is, I can never (except for these entries) seem to sit down and write very much any legnth of time.  I dunno if it's ADD, poor discipline, lack or inspiration, or just me being lazy but I don't seem to get too much done.

Anyway, though, I do manage to occasionally finish a few ( Read more... )

Well, I was wrong, for the most part the meeting wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be.  For starters, we had Papa John's PIZZA!  Pizza makes ANY meeting better.  :)  And I ended up winning this cool looking Transformers pen.  Someone had called it a "MacGuyver" pen, and so the boss decided to give it away to anyone who could answer the question "What ( Read more... )