up early with what i believe to be allergies... nose is so stuffy i have gone through a box of tissues and i roll of toilet paper since i ran out of tissues AND money! (payday tomorrow - THANK GOD ( Read more... )

I'm back ( Read more... )

i think i only like life in theory ( Read more... )

running the race ( Read more... )

my emotions have been ridiculous today ( Read more... )

i hate my meds.

they may take away the edge off of my downs but also they take away my highs.... (the tiny high that cyclothymia allows)

but even worse than that, they took away my halloween acid house

and for that, i will never forgive them.

maybe its cuz i haven't been 'here' in a while, but this place - this writing place - doesn't feel like the home it once did.

i wonder if there could be another reason....

i haven't visited my own mind in a while...
and perhaps it is THAT, not my little diary, that doesn't feel like home.

with nothing much going on -

(decent job with hardships but ( Read more... )