This year was less about accomplishing a massive "to do" list
While my little overly-obsessive-organized self may be upset by this realization,
It was more about finding me
What I want
What I love
What drives me
Overcoming aloneness
Overcoming crushing loss and oppressive grief
( Discovering happiness and joy in the everyday )

So my "crazy" change of lifestyle (aka: diet) seems to be working
Last winter I worked out just as much as this winter and last year I put on weight
This year I'm taking it off

Since my last visit i have lost 5 lbs (down to 179) and dropped 1% body fat (~ 2 lbs)

( I've been able to do this by.... )