I'm tired of Angie saying something I do isn't "godly". It's really irritating. So I texted her && I said "Sorry but I'm still learning you seem to forget that a lot. I wasn't raised knowing God. I never know what's right. I'm on my own and it hurts. && you don't get that I'm trying so hard && you don't care && every little mistake I make is the ( Read more... )

I'll watch myself fall apart, but you can't see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.

I'm really sick of Bobby starting shit with everyone. It's really pissing me off. He keeps coming to me for attention and I can't stand it. Yes, I like taunting him at times, but honestly, his pathetic insults aren't even worth my time.
And he sits there and ( Read more... )

I hate cops. They do no good.
Last night dad tried to beat the shit out of me and he choked me and yanked me around by my hair, so much that I pulled two chunks of hair out this morning. I'm sore as hell, my back hurts, my neck hurts, my hip hurts. But he didn't even go to jail!
And the cops said it was basically my fault because I was yelling at him ( Read more... )

Troy & Suzi, my two best friends in the whole world are being total jerks over a mistake I made over a month ago. Suzi no longer calls me a friend and Troy is just being strange and confusing. I talked to him on the phone for like half an hour, ended up crying because I wasn't getting anywhere so I suggested that I needed to hang up. Then I called ( Read more... )

I hate you!

Dad. I just hate you. You always say the one thing that'll piss me off.

IhateyouIhateyouIhateyou.

And you know what? Jesse is just like you. Pity for him. That's one of the reasons I cannot stand Jesse anymore.

[[My heart is pounding very strangely in my chest. I don't like it.]]

I cant believe you're saying that I have to either wait for ( Read more... )