In case you were wondering
I hate you!
Dad. I just hate you. You always say the one thing that'll piss me off.
IhateyouIhateyouIhateyou.
And you know what? Jesse is just like you. Pity for him. That's one of the reasons I cannot stand Jesse anymore.
[[My heart is pounding very strangely in my chest. I don't like it.]]
I cant believe you're saying that I have to either wait for you to have the money for my ticket, or that I have to pay Bobby back because I'm being "impatient". That's bull.
And you seriously thought I was coming back for YOU? C'mon. Get real.
"Things will be better this time"???!!! HAfuckingHA. Right. It's always different dad, according to you. Am I supposed to buy that? Uhm, no.
"We'll play nice if you do"? No, I've heard that too. Bull.
I think you're starting to realize, daddy's little girl is all fed up.
I know you'll never read this, but I might tell you some day, the parts I didn't already say to you anyway.
Edit: && I hate you cuz you ignore me & pretend I don't exist. I know that I'm not what you want. I don't know what you want, but I know it's not me. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I'll always be a dissapointment to you & you never fail to cause me tears.
So that's why when I'm all grown up... you won't ever hear from me again. I hope that's suitable to you, cuz it's a fucking promise.
Perfect
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Dad. I just hate you. You always say the one thing that'll piss me off.
IhateyouIhateyouIhateyou.
And you know what? Jesse is just like you. Pity for him. That's one of the reasons I cannot stand Jesse anymore.
[[My heart is pounding very strangely in my chest. I don't like it.]]
I cant believe you're saying that I have to either wait for you to have the money for my ticket, or that I have to pay Bobby back because I'm being "impatient". That's bull.
And you seriously thought I was coming back for YOU? C'mon. Get real.
"Things will be better this time"???!!! HAfuckingHA. Right. It's always different dad, according to you. Am I supposed to buy that? Uhm, no.
"We'll play nice if you do"? No, I've heard that too. Bull.
I think you're starting to realize, daddy's little girl is all fed up.
I know you'll never read this, but I might tell you some day, the parts I didn't already say to you anyway.
Edit: && I hate you cuz you ignore me & pretend I don't exist. I know that I'm not what you want. I don't know what you want, but I know it's not me. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. I'll always be a dissapointment to you & you never fail to cause me tears.
So that's why when I'm all grown up... you won't ever hear from me again. I hope that's suitable to you, cuz it's a fucking promise.
Perfect
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand