I don't know what it is, but this song makes me feel so many things.

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I feel sad. I feel overwhelmingly happy, lucky. In love. I feel like I am losing everything. I feel like that's okay. I feel like that's what life is. Having everything and losing it. And then, accepting that. Seeing your past and then all of it's possibilities before ( Read more... )

times like these, i just want to throw my phone. break it. so no one can reach me. just wallow. just sleep and sleep and sleep. and cry. i can't deal with this. i know i'm weak. fragile. but i need you. and you're betting on six months of this. to better our future. i understand. but its not worth it. i feel like i'm crumbling.

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where do i go now?

i am hungry. but not for nutrient. more for some way to say that, i am. i see, i love. there is so much around me that my mind won't allow me to take it all in at once. and you. you seem to be exactly right. i can't keep up. and when i make an attempt i throw it out the window. it will never live up to what i feel. being hungry makes you ( Read more... )

i am poor. these next few months will be hard. i have to put all of the money that i earn toward bills. i'm almost ten thousand dollars in debt. how did that even happen? i have a job that i feel is appropriate for my age. how are other people i know so much better off? i just hope that after i pay a lot of this stuff off i'll feel better. ( Read more... )

i raised my hand to find yours. found air instead. absence; a ghost, that shows no signs of pain and contently dances alone. i turned and expected to see those doe eyes but only caught glimpses of greyness that won't leave. charcoal smoke that chokes me and all the while it insists i'm only half what i once was. i wake up to the moon shining in ( Read more... )

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you influenced my life more than you could have ever known. i just wish i would have told you. you're free. and you will be missed. peace, brother.

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