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[lesorignaux]

i am poor. these next few months will be hard. i have to put all of the money that i earn toward bills. i'm almost ten thousand dollars in debt. how did that even happen? i have a job that i feel is appropriate for my age. how are other people i know so much better off? i just hope that after i pay a lot of this stuff off i'll feel better. i worry and stress about it every day. i have collectors calling my house daily, some days multiple times. i want to be able to buy things i want and have fun like everyone else. it's hard to not spend. but looking back i think i could have made a lot more progress if i would have just been more responsible. so i'm gonna do it now. i have to.

things i will be able to afford when i pay stuff off:

- a new pair of glasses

- new clothes (i haven't been "shopping" since high school)

- good quality food for my cat

- a new laptop

- a winter coat

- to have fun without feeling guilty about it

- take phillip on a fancy date

my goal is two months to pay $800 in bills. here goes nothin!