The other day Jason and I were talking about our baby pics and we decided that we looked a lot alike. I thought I would put our pics side-by-side and see. I think the resemblance is...scary. lol


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I used to find something that I wanted to write in this box damn near every single day and here lately it's like there is nothing I want to share. Nothing I want to open up and tell the world about. I guess, maybe, I've just grown more accustomed to keeping it inside. That, or the things I have to talk about are just too personal for me want to put ( Read more... )

Lately life has been...complicated. I'm stressed and overworked and underpaid and worried all the time. I know I worry too much, everyone tells me so, but I just can't help it. When someone you love is going through so much and there is nothing you can do about it it really makes you worry more. I have a theory that if I were there I would worry ( Read more... )

I would just like to start out by saying that this post will be rather schizophrenic so please bear with me or skip it if you'd like. It's a lot of internal crap so some of you might not know what I'm referring to anyway but feel free to read on if you'd like. Hope you all had a good Valentine's Day. I love (most) of you more than you know ( Read more... )

So, hmmm, I really don't have a lot to say these days. Things are going pretty good right now. I hate that Jason is sick and weak but things we didn't think would happen are happening and it's really awesome. I just hope things go as well with the cancer as they are going with the legs/back right now ( Read more... )

For the first time in about a week...I have hope.

I really kind of hate everything right now. Not people or anything and I'm not particularly cranky or anything, I'm just mad. I'm trying to make sense of things that I'm pretty sure it's pointless to try to make sense of. I know that it's probably pointless to try to understand but I have no other choice. I either make sense of this or go on ( Read more... )

So, I'm awake. I just woke up like an hour ago because my phone was ringing. It was Jason, hehe. I love talking to him even when he wakes my ass up at 3:30 in the morning ( Read more... )

The hardest thing in the world may be being in one place and having your heart and soul be in another. It's so hard knowing that someone you love is hurting and there is nothing you can do about it. All I want to do right now is get in my car, drive for hours, and show up at his door. I want to be there. I feel like I can't spend another minute ( Read more... )

Things have changed dramatically in the past week. I feel like my whole life has changed. All my plans have changed. Some of the changed plans I'm kind of excited about but the reason they have changed doesn't excite me at all. I'm scared. I'm scared of what could happen...I'm scared of losing him. I'm scared that things will never be normal again ( Read more... )