I used to find something that I wanted to write in this box damn near every single day and here lately it's like there is nothing I want to share. Nothing I want to open up and tell the world about. I guess, maybe, I've just grown more accustomed to keeping it inside. That, or the things I have to talk about are just too personal for me want to put ( Read more... )

I slept till 2pm today. I was dreaming wonderful dreams...that rarely happens. It was nice for a change ( Read more... )

So apparently everything that I own is a piece of shit. My computer, which is about three years old, has gone to hell. I am pretty sure the monitor is going out because it constantly spasms and there are these diagonal lines the move across it. The computer itself computes at about 2 web pages per hour. When you type, sometimes the writing doesn't ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a nap. It felt so good to actually be able to sleep, it's been a while since that's happened. Okay, first I'll tell you about my day yesterday and then I will tell you about this weird dream I just had ( Read more... )

I dreamed of Matt, just now. It was a very beautiful dream in which nothing with Lisa had ever happened and we were just together and happy. It was so amazing. In my dream I felt so loved, it felt great to remember how it feels to actually be loved. I had forgotten. I woke up and I was so happy, then I remembered that it was just a dream...now, ( Read more... )