Confession [4/?]
Title : Confession
Pairing : Uchipi - Ryotego
Summary : Being with someone who doesn't make your heart beats faster is not love and a love where you are just chasing is painful.
A/N : CHAP 4 and it's NC-17 *runs*
my dearly little sister made this fic graph >(^^)<
[Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3]
Chapter 4
Yamapi takes Uchi home with him, and the minute they’re inside Yamapi’s huge apartment they didn’t even bother to take it to the room. They were already can’t take their hands off each other. It started off with a kiss before Yamapi pushed Uchi down on the sofa and let Uchi lay comfortably bellow him.
The kisses they share now don’t feel like a dream but it was real, hot, wet and passionate.
It’s like they won’t even waste a second to be away from each other’s lips. Uchi even felt like he’s running out of breathe but still wasn’t planning on stopping. But his brain reminds him that somebody was waiting for him.
“Hhh.. Yamashita-kun.. I have a boyfriend.. I can’t do this..” said Uchi while his lips were still glued to Yamapi’s.
“Don’t talk about him..”
“I have to go..”
“I won’t allow that..” said Yamapi seriously.
“Please, let me go..” said Uchi again in a small voice.
“I’m not going to let anyone else have you..”
--- ---
“Where are we going?” asked Tegoshi.
Ryo was driving quietly, he turn his face a bit to Tegoshi, and smiled. “There’s something I want to show you..”
“What is it?”
“Wait and see..” Ryo said softly.
“I wanna know now!!” ordered Tegoshi.
“I thought you like surprises?”
“Riiiiyyyooooo…. Tell me now.. Tell me.. Ne?” pouts Tegoshi, shaking Ryo’s hand.
“Be patient, Tegoshi.. We’re almost there…” said Ryo, one hand caressing Tegoshi’s hair.
--- ---
“No.. I can’t.. Yamashita-kun..”
Uchi felt Yamapi’s hand are starting to feel him up and touching his waist, and trailed down
to his bottom and went straight to lift Uchi’s leg and put it above his own waist.
“Please.. You’re making me a bad person.. I don’t want to cheat on somebody..”
Uchi’s afraid to hurt someone, he rather hurt himself. It’s the same with Jun. He almost decides to push Yamapi away with all his might, so that he could be faithful to his boyfriend.
But that’s not what his heart tells him.
He wants to stay.
“Uchi..” whispered Yamapi. From the way Yamapi gazed at him, Uchi felt like Yamapi wants Uchi to listen to him.
“Yes..?” replied Uchi’s shivering voice.
“ Don’t break my heart..”
What Yamapi just said, why does it feels like a confession? Even though it was sort of an
order, but he said that sweetly that its making Uchi’s heart melt. And now Uchi lift his head forward, grabbed Yamapi’s neck with his hands, and kiss his lips.
“Mmmh, kiss me like that..” muttered Yamapi.
He’ll stay. He wanted to be with Yamapi.
The clothes are still in the way, they just seems to have lost awareness of the fabric that’s still blocking the skin contact between them.
“Uhnn.. Uhh.. Yamashita-kun.. I can feel you… Hard..” said Uchi breaking the kiss, and taking the chance gasping for air. Their lower body part are already attached so close, there’s barely any space between them.
“Why wouldn’t I be?” said Yamapi leisurely, a smile appeared in the corner of his parted lips. He look down on Uchi’s body, the clothes were already off it’s place, not to mention Uchi’s shirt had already slipping down and exposing his shoulder.
It drives Yamapi crazy just to see those pretty collarbones. And with just a slight movement Uchi’s shirt was removed from him, and the younger boy doesn’t complain about it.
“Yamashita-kun.. I.. I can’t think of anything.. Mmnhh.. ” said Uchi. He saw Yamapi taking off his own shirt and threw it to the floor. Uchi swore that seeing Yamapi’s body drives him mad. Not realizing that he made Yamapi felt the same about his own fragile body. But now Uchi felt like his own body wasn’t belong to him anymore, because he became powerless.
Powerless and naked.
Yamapi saw Uchi threw his face to the side, with one hand over his mouth. Uchi was shy. There’s no reason to try and cover himself with anything, Yamapi now can see all of him. He didn’t want to feel embarrassed but he does.
He loves the way Yamapi softly placing kisses on his chest, between his two pink nipples.
“I don’t give a damn thing about you having a boyfriend and getting kissed by him and all.. But please tell me that this is going to be your first time, or just kill me now…” said Yamapi.
“Uh.. What do.. you mean..?” asked Uchi breathlessly.
“What I mean-..Have you had-..” Yamapi tried to talk.
“Shhh…”
Yamapi’s mouth was sealed by Uchi’s index finger. Yamapi waited for the younger boy to say another word. But instead, he saw Uchi starting to blush. It’s just so damn cute the way his face starting to become all pink.
“I know..” said Uchi hiding his smile. “No one.. Yamashita-kun..”
“…”
“I’m still untouched.. I’m still a..” Uchi smile shyly. “I.. I’m only belong to you..” said Uchi.
Yamapi held the hands in front of his lips. Slowly grabbing the other hand and placed both above Uchi’s head. He can’t wait to touch that slender body in front of him. Lying there without any defense at all.
Yamapi whispered “Mine..” as he slowly slipped his fingers down touching Uchi’s bare ass and rub it gently on the soft hole.
--- ---
The car they were driving stopped in front of a house. A small house in the middle of a large garden. Tegoshi was too stunned seeing it, that he doesn’t even realized Ryo had already opening his door. Waiting for him to come out from the car.
“Don’t tell me you own this house…” said Tegoshi.
“It’s mine..”
“Whoaaaaa… Ryo!!” Tegoshi ran through the footstep and open the gate. Ryo followed slowly, staring at the happy Tegoshi. Tegoshi was making shocking sounds in everything little thing that he saw such as the whole garden, the stones, the pool, the tennis court, the gazebo and so much more.
“This is super cool!”
“You like it?”
“Excuse me are you asking? I LOVE IT!” cheered Tegoshi amazed.
“Then you should move in here..” said Ryo all of a sudden.
It took Tegoshi a few seconds to understand what he just heard.
“What are you saying?” he asked Ryo.
“Move in with me..” said Ryo.
“Ryo..?”
“I’m planning to move in this house starting next month.. I’m going to stay here in Tokyo.. And I would really want you to stay with me.. “
Tegoshi smiled.
“I.. I really love the house..” said Tegoshi shyly.
“I know.. I made it based on the concept of the house you like.. You told me all about it back then, and I want to live up to your expectation.. “ said Ryo smiling embarrassedly.
“Even though it took me two years to be able to make it come true, I really want to make it just the way you want it, Tegoshi..”
“Even if I say yes, I won’t be able to live in here next month.. I’m going back to Kyoto, I can’t leave my study..” said Tegoshi rolling his eyes.
“I don’t need to know that.. I just need to know tha you’ll be living here with me one day.. I just need to know that you’ll-…”
“Okay! Okay!!!!!” said Tegoshi as he hugged the older boy. “Gosh, don’t make that kind of
face! I so can’t stand that!!! I will live with you, Ryo!”
“You promise?”
“Yea!!” said Tegoshi laughing.
Ryo lift Tegoshi a bit and swing him around. Hearing a ‘yes’ from Tegoshi was everything he wishes since he decided to bring Tegoshi here. He was nervous at first, but love made people stronger and love also gave courage. Ryo wasn’t afraid to face his feeling this time, it’s all because he loved Tegoshi more than anything in this world.
“I love you, Tegoshi..” said Ryo once again, with Tegoshi still clinging on to him.
“I love the house!!” scream Tegoshi.
“I said I love you..”
“And I said, I love the house!”
“Great, I lost to a house..” said Ryo pathetically, but he is now the happiest man on earth.
“Eheehehehehee….”
After that Ryo made Tegoshi closed his eyes by leaning closer and kissed his soft lips. It still feels the same like two years ago, it’s just better, because you feel loved.
--- ---
The sound of unbuckled belt was making Uchi nervous and tense, knowing that it was Yamapi’s this time. Uchi shut his eyes and just trying to feel Yamapi’s kisses on his neck, it felt so nice and warm. And definitely would leave a mark there for a couple days after this.
Uchi moans in every touch, moving himself a couple time and Yamapi just had to make sure he didn’t fall from the sofa. Uchi wanted to make himself part of this too, so he tried to make Yamapi feel good. Uchi tried to call Yamapi’s name a couple time with his weak voice, but ended up sounding like a heavy breath.
“Yama.. shita-k.. kun..”
It was about time the make love to each other. Uchi was spreading his legs for Yamapi, letting Yamapi know that he didn’t have to wait any longer to do him. Uchi cried out the moment Yamapi thrust it inside and deep. The pain fades soon with the pleasure they’re receiving from each other.
Yamapi moved it gently, thrusting it slowly at first but gaining a faster pace steadily along with Uchi’s screams. Back and forth, again and again. It felt endless, but it seems like Uchi starting to adjust himself with Yamapi’s shaped.
“Ah!” Uchi bit his lips for being so loud.
“Don’t hold back, sweetie.. Hhh.. Only I can hear you here..”
“There.. right there, yes.. Ooh..” Uchi begged as he let Yamapi spread his legs wider and thrusting into him more. Doing it on a sofa doesn’t give them a lot of space so it getting more and more intense.
“Oh, don’t stop.. Yamapi - Ahh!! Ahh!!”
--- ---
oh me and my dirty little mind (>.<)/
but i hope you like it minna! next time might be ryotego..
well i don't know though ^^
as always comment are love <333
Pairing : Uchipi - Ryotego
Summary : Being with someone who doesn't make your heart beats faster is not love and a love where you are just chasing is painful.
A/N : CHAP 4 and it's NC-17 *runs*
my dearly little sister made this fic graph >(^^)<
[Chapter 1] [Chapter 2] [Chapter 3]
Chapter 4
Yamapi takes Uchi home with him, and the minute they’re inside Yamapi’s huge apartment they didn’t even bother to take it to the room. They were already can’t take their hands off each other. It started off with a kiss before Yamapi pushed Uchi down on the sofa and let Uchi lay comfortably bellow him.
The kisses they share now don’t feel like a dream but it was real, hot, wet and passionate.
It’s like they won’t even waste a second to be away from each other’s lips. Uchi even felt like he’s running out of breathe but still wasn’t planning on stopping. But his brain reminds him that somebody was waiting for him.
“Hhh.. Yamashita-kun.. I have a boyfriend.. I can’t do this..” said Uchi while his lips were still glued to Yamapi’s.
“Don’t talk about him..”
“I have to go..”
“I won’t allow that..” said Yamapi seriously.
“Please, let me go..” said Uchi again in a small voice.
“I’m not going to let anyone else have you..”
--- ---
“Where are we going?” asked Tegoshi.
Ryo was driving quietly, he turn his face a bit to Tegoshi, and smiled. “There’s something I want to show you..”
“What is it?”
“Wait and see..” Ryo said softly.
“I wanna know now!!” ordered Tegoshi.
“I thought you like surprises?”
“Riiiiyyyooooo…. Tell me now.. Tell me.. Ne?” pouts Tegoshi, shaking Ryo’s hand.
“Be patient, Tegoshi.. We’re almost there…” said Ryo, one hand caressing Tegoshi’s hair.
--- ---
“No.. I can’t.. Yamashita-kun..”
Uchi felt Yamapi’s hand are starting to feel him up and touching his waist, and trailed down
to his bottom and went straight to lift Uchi’s leg and put it above his own waist.
“Please.. You’re making me a bad person.. I don’t want to cheat on somebody..”
Uchi’s afraid to hurt someone, he rather hurt himself. It’s the same with Jun. He almost decides to push Yamapi away with all his might, so that he could be faithful to his boyfriend.
But that’s not what his heart tells him.
He wants to stay.
“Uchi..” whispered Yamapi. From the way Yamapi gazed at him, Uchi felt like Yamapi wants Uchi to listen to him.
“Yes..?” replied Uchi’s shivering voice.
“ Don’t break my heart..”
What Yamapi just said, why does it feels like a confession? Even though it was sort of an
order, but he said that sweetly that its making Uchi’s heart melt. And now Uchi lift his head forward, grabbed Yamapi’s neck with his hands, and kiss his lips.
“Mmmh, kiss me like that..” muttered Yamapi.
He’ll stay. He wanted to be with Yamapi.
The clothes are still in the way, they just seems to have lost awareness of the fabric that’s still blocking the skin contact between them.
“Uhnn.. Uhh.. Yamashita-kun.. I can feel you… Hard..” said Uchi breaking the kiss, and taking the chance gasping for air. Their lower body part are already attached so close, there’s barely any space between them.
“Why wouldn’t I be?” said Yamapi leisurely, a smile appeared in the corner of his parted lips. He look down on Uchi’s body, the clothes were already off it’s place, not to mention Uchi’s shirt had already slipping down and exposing his shoulder.
It drives Yamapi crazy just to see those pretty collarbones. And with just a slight movement Uchi’s shirt was removed from him, and the younger boy doesn’t complain about it.
“Yamashita-kun.. I.. I can’t think of anything.. Mmnhh.. ” said Uchi. He saw Yamapi taking off his own shirt and threw it to the floor. Uchi swore that seeing Yamapi’s body drives him mad. Not realizing that he made Yamapi felt the same about his own fragile body. But now Uchi felt like his own body wasn’t belong to him anymore, because he became powerless.
Powerless and naked.
Yamapi saw Uchi threw his face to the side, with one hand over his mouth. Uchi was shy. There’s no reason to try and cover himself with anything, Yamapi now can see all of him. He didn’t want to feel embarrassed but he does.
He loves the way Yamapi softly placing kisses on his chest, between his two pink nipples.
“I don’t give a damn thing about you having a boyfriend and getting kissed by him and all.. But please tell me that this is going to be your first time, or just kill me now…” said Yamapi.
“Uh.. What do.. you mean..?” asked Uchi breathlessly.
“What I mean-..Have you had-..” Yamapi tried to talk.
“Shhh…”
Yamapi’s mouth was sealed by Uchi’s index finger. Yamapi waited for the younger boy to say another word. But instead, he saw Uchi starting to blush. It’s just so damn cute the way his face starting to become all pink.
“I know..” said Uchi hiding his smile. “No one.. Yamashita-kun..”
“…”
“I’m still untouched.. I’m still a..” Uchi smile shyly. “I.. I’m only belong to you..” said Uchi.
Yamapi held the hands in front of his lips. Slowly grabbing the other hand and placed both above Uchi’s head. He can’t wait to touch that slender body in front of him. Lying there without any defense at all.
Yamapi whispered “Mine..” as he slowly slipped his fingers down touching Uchi’s bare ass and rub it gently on the soft hole.
--- ---
The car they were driving stopped in front of a house. A small house in the middle of a large garden. Tegoshi was too stunned seeing it, that he doesn’t even realized Ryo had already opening his door. Waiting for him to come out from the car.
“Don’t tell me you own this house…” said Tegoshi.
“It’s mine..”
“Whoaaaaa… Ryo!!” Tegoshi ran through the footstep and open the gate. Ryo followed slowly, staring at the happy Tegoshi. Tegoshi was making shocking sounds in everything little thing that he saw such as the whole garden, the stones, the pool, the tennis court, the gazebo and so much more.
“This is super cool!”
“You like it?”
“Excuse me are you asking? I LOVE IT!” cheered Tegoshi amazed.
“Then you should move in here..” said Ryo all of a sudden.
It took Tegoshi a few seconds to understand what he just heard.
“What are you saying?” he asked Ryo.
“Move in with me..” said Ryo.
“Ryo..?”
“I’m planning to move in this house starting next month.. I’m going to stay here in Tokyo.. And I would really want you to stay with me.. “
Tegoshi smiled.
“I.. I really love the house..” said Tegoshi shyly.
“I know.. I made it based on the concept of the house you like.. You told me all about it back then, and I want to live up to your expectation.. “ said Ryo smiling embarrassedly.
“Even though it took me two years to be able to make it come true, I really want to make it just the way you want it, Tegoshi..”
“Even if I say yes, I won’t be able to live in here next month.. I’m going back to Kyoto, I can’t leave my study..” said Tegoshi rolling his eyes.
“I don’t need to know that.. I just need to know tha you’ll be living here with me one day.. I just need to know that you’ll-…”
“Okay! Okay!!!!!” said Tegoshi as he hugged the older boy. “Gosh, don’t make that kind of
face! I so can’t stand that!!! I will live with you, Ryo!”
“You promise?”
“Yea!!” said Tegoshi laughing.
Ryo lift Tegoshi a bit and swing him around. Hearing a ‘yes’ from Tegoshi was everything he wishes since he decided to bring Tegoshi here. He was nervous at first, but love made people stronger and love also gave courage. Ryo wasn’t afraid to face his feeling this time, it’s all because he loved Tegoshi more than anything in this world.
“I love you, Tegoshi..” said Ryo once again, with Tegoshi still clinging on to him.
“I love the house!!” scream Tegoshi.
“I said I love you..”
“And I said, I love the house!”
“Great, I lost to a house..” said Ryo pathetically, but he is now the happiest man on earth.
“Eheehehehehee….”
After that Ryo made Tegoshi closed his eyes by leaning closer and kissed his soft lips. It still feels the same like two years ago, it’s just better, because you feel loved.
--- ---
The sound of unbuckled belt was making Uchi nervous and tense, knowing that it was Yamapi’s this time. Uchi shut his eyes and just trying to feel Yamapi’s kisses on his neck, it felt so nice and warm. And definitely would leave a mark there for a couple days after this.
Uchi moans in every touch, moving himself a couple time and Yamapi just had to make sure he didn’t fall from the sofa. Uchi wanted to make himself part of this too, so he tried to make Yamapi feel good. Uchi tried to call Yamapi’s name a couple time with his weak voice, but ended up sounding like a heavy breath.
“Yama.. shita-k.. kun..”
It was about time the make love to each other. Uchi was spreading his legs for Yamapi, letting Yamapi know that he didn’t have to wait any longer to do him. Uchi cried out the moment Yamapi thrust it inside and deep. The pain fades soon with the pleasure they’re receiving from each other.
Yamapi moved it gently, thrusting it slowly at first but gaining a faster pace steadily along with Uchi’s screams. Back and forth, again and again. It felt endless, but it seems like Uchi starting to adjust himself with Yamapi’s shaped.
“Ah!” Uchi bit his lips for being so loud.
“Don’t hold back, sweetie.. Hhh.. Only I can hear you here..”
“There.. right there, yes.. Ooh..” Uchi begged as he let Yamapi spread his legs wider and thrusting into him more. Doing it on a sofa doesn’t give them a lot of space so it getting more and more intense.
“Oh, don’t stop.. Yamapi - Ahh!! Ahh!!”
--- ---
oh me and my dirty little mind (>.<)/
but i hope you like it minna! next time might be ryotego..
well i don't know though ^^
as always comment are love <333