Dear LJ lovelies, I’m obviously not dead…yet. Well, I’m actually closer to death than to life. It’s been a long time since I posted so this is going to be kind of long. Anyway ( Read more... )

I just ate part of a strawberry jam/peanut butter sandwich. Actually the initial plan was to make myself a peanut butter toast. But then I decided to make two. And I saw the jam. So I decided to spread a bit of it on one of my toast. But the jam was sliding off and I decided to put the second peanut butter toast on top of it. When I lifted the ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm ready. I'm going to be 19 in eight days and I just don't seem to realize it. Nineteen? Already?! It's like I was 17 yesterday. I still haven't finished high school. I can't even work. I don't have a boyfriend (or a girlfriend)...I still feel like a kid. Where the fuck went all of those years ( Read more... )

My gums are swollen and bleeding. I feel crappy. Ate a fuck load for lunch, but I just ate a cup of acai berry cereals. I'm gonna try eating barely anything other than those cereal for the next days, because acai berries are full of nutrients and are used in popular methods to lose weight. Anyway, my mouth hurts so my mom isn't going to yell at me ( Read more... )

Too tired to write a lot...Trying to resist the urge to cut. I'm gonna be sleeping soon ( Read more... )