Jun 17, 2010 23:49
I don't think I'm ready. I'm going to be 19 in eight days and I just don't seem to realize it. Nineteen? Already?! It's like I was 17 yesterday. I still haven't finished high school. I can't even work. I don't have a boyfriend (or a girlfriend)...I still feel like a kid. Where the fuck went all of those years?!
Decided to become fully vegetarian. Not going well because when I'm hungry, I rarely think before grabbing something to eat. I gained weight. I feel fatter than usual.
My mom bought me a cute shirt today. It's white and there's a red heart on it. And in Gothic letters, it's written "Good girl gone vampire". I already love it. I'll show you pictures of it tomorrow.
I'm tired but can't sleep. I have to remember that two of you are having their birthday soon too: June 22 and June 25 (same day as me). I could actually wish you a better day than usual but I don't like wishing happy birthday early. I prefer saying it on the official day. Anyway, as I don't want to forget: Lauren and Dove, I wish you a happy as it can be birthday and I hope everything will be easier for you two on that day and the following ones. I hope that your next year will be easier to live through.
Leaving now, I have things to write and sleep to catch up. I love you, guys. I feel sentimental tonight.
eating,
clothes,
birthday