I have not been feeling physically well for a while now.  I was sick for most of February and had a sensitive stomach for this half of March. I also have not seen the Blood Moon since January. So time for a pee test. Having already gone through this once one would think that I could take this with no problem.  Nope! Nervous and scared for the out ( Read more... )

So last night miss  was wake from 1 to 3 and I lost it. I lost my cool I lost my calm, I lost the filters on my mouth. I said that miss must be trying to kill me. That Tim was right and one kid is hard enough.  What I held be was just as bad . I feel frustrated and stupid for ever thinking I could be a parent let alone a good one. It has snowballed ( Read more... )

Trying hard not to be grumpy with Tim. Miss did not eat dinner.it is late and I hurt. I am frustrated because we had agreed that we would not scour the kitchen when ever miss did not want her dinner. And yet tonight after we have finished, Tim takes over and yet I still have to put away the wash and the dishes. He insisted on feeding Mair something ( Read more... )