MONDAY, JUNE 19, 2006 --- VIVA LAS VEGAS

We leave Salt lake city and head for the city of sin.  Half way there, at St. George we stop and say hi to my uncle greg Cuskelly, and my grandma Norma.  My uncle gives us a “present” for the road, along with some great advice.

We continue on our drive finally arriving around 7 or 8.  we have dinner ( Read more... )

It's true what they say, about time healing all wounds...
I've always known it. But I also know how difficult it can be to believe that concept when you are caught up in the moment of pain or sadness. I assure you though, enough time will heal anything. [Even if you were to carry a grudge to the grave with you, it is only because this human life ( Read more... )

So I finally started freaking out today about the fact that i'm supposed to be moving out of my apartment in only 11 weeks. I have no idea where I'm going to go, nor do I have any idea where I'm going to store my stuff, or if I'm even going to keep that much of my stuff. I've never really been homeless before. The one time I moved out of my place ( Read more... )

So ever since the two of us went and got our cards read by Gary, my Mom and I have been trying to take on a new lease on life.  My Mom has even gone out to the bar a couple of times AND even got herself a date!!! YAY GO MOM!!! But now, it gets even better.  She has lessened the mortgage on her house and has every intention of purchasing an RV so ( Read more... )

I'm in a rut. I need to get out of it. I am a walking fighting contradiction. I want to leave, but i want to stay.   I want to keep something, and I want to get rid of it. I hold on to dear memories, and forget grudges.  I long... and I envy. I want so many things out of life, I want to SEE so many things. I find myself constantly wishing I were ( Read more... )

So let me just say that typing with a broken space bar proves to be a might difficult.  So it's been a week now, I'm so far I'm doing just okay on my affirmations. I know I could be doing better, but I also know i could be doing worse. My mom and aunt went to get their cards read today. I'm so glad that they did. I truly hope that they will take ( Read more... )

So I am no longer using this website as a place to b*tch and moan about my problems and the crap going on in my life, especially because my life won't have many things to bitch about my life is going to be wonderful!
I went to a card reader today. It was the most uplifting and inspiring thing I have ever done. "Write" he tells me. So that's what I' ( Read more... )

So now for my thoughts and feelings ( Read more... )

So, more complaints from the peanut gallery. This summer has been pretty awesome. just layin back soakin up the sun, hanging out with my friends, getting trashed, having no responsiblity, and running my bank account dry. Oh i also fell in love. It was great, it was the kind of sappy movie love, where you hear and say the perfect lines at the ( Read more... )

Wow, i really haven't been keeping up with this writing thing. its because i also have a paper journal. you know, not one on the internet :) . Anyways, life is great. I'm in love. or at least i feel the way people describe the way they feel when they're in love. (make sense?) I can't get enough of this guy! I can't believe how much fun we have ( Read more... )