I think I 'm ashamed of my academic performance right now. Good Lord is it difficult to keep my mind on task. No matter what the topic is---all I seem to be good for is reading. That's it. Only it.

...which is a very BAD thing because I have PAPERS due. a LOT of papers due.

Insert a lot of very applicable curse words here. I want to use them. A 

The Rant:

For the first time in my life, I am actually less than enthusiastic about school. Like... as a whole. I mean, I still love most of my classes, but the past few weeks and just... if I could take a break, a serious, honest-to-God BREAK from school, for say, four months, preferably sunny months, I'd take it in a heart-beat. I need to get in ( Read more... )

I was in a car accident.

So, on Wednesday I got a phone call from one of my friends. Her parents asked her for her 100% submission in everything, and she had to say no (note: she is turning 18 on Sept 11), for a variety of reasons, one of which that her parents totally disagree with her education plans. She wants to get a Ph.D. in English Lit (my fault! :D) and her parents ( Read more... )

*sigh*

I'm tired right now. My lit paper is almost finished an' I got really scared about something someone said to me. Even though I think it's all better now, I just... I feel empty now. Like I've had my feet kicked out from under me and I know I'm going to hit the floor, and I'm bracing for it, and I haven't slammed down yet. And I'm terrified ( Read more... )

How do you deal with things that you've spent months hiding? I told someone the truth (I don't regret it though - I think I needed to tell someone) and now my smoke and mirrors are slowly sliding away ( Read more... )