I am really, really not pleased to be back at school. Still have a ton of schoolwork to do, I'm stressed about the future, it's cold as balls up here and spring is nowhere to be found.. I miss Ame and California and I had an ex-related dream last night threw me for a loop and had me feeling off all day.. Mom and I fought this morning and on the ( Read more... )

EDIT I got talked into deleting what I had here previously. Short version: the drama's been brought to everyone's favorite cosplayer internet tabloid board and I still feel like shit. And now have Anonymous calling me a slut, which is pretty great ( Read more... )

So yesterday was certainly a leap. In.. some direction. I'm not sure which, but I think it was good ( Read more... )

Today was Nick and Lauren and then Cole and Michi and also Kiba and her boyfriend for 5 minutes and then not going to Mitsuwa and THEN Allie and Maria and Ivana and Vlad and Scrabble and drawing Longcat on the wall and "qualmsh" and then me and Maria and Mark and diner and it was a good day ( Read more... )

First day of work went fine, but I'm exhausted ( Read more... )

When I was out earlier today, I noticed that the clouds were particularly low-flying and cumulous. They reminded me of Germany clouds, which are a bit like Massachusetts clouds. Sometimes Massachusetts clouds look like paintingsThe clouds from today stood out beautifully against the full moon tonight. I spent the past hour sitting on my roof ( Read more... )

I have Internet again, finally. One repair guy was here early this afternoon for an hour and a half and couldn't figure out what was wrong, then two other guys came later (who were really nice and my buddies by the end of the afternoon) and installed a whole new.. box-diddly and finally got it working again. They left being like "Yeah, we still ( Read more... )

I want to wake up from this bad dream already. It's been going on for so long and just keeps getting worse ( Read more... )

There is so much to say about this weekend and I'm at such an utter loss for words. I don't really know what to make of a lot of things that happened! So many thoughts and words and a complete ability to synthesize them into a concise livejournal entry ( Read more... )

As I swing open the window, I see the deep sky dancing wildly in the distance.
Ah, look up..

"What meaning is there to doing the same routine every day?"
Ah, I scream it out.
I jump up and go!
In my worn out rocking shoes,
I leap over a puddle.
Flashback!
You were so clever..
Ah, remember.

I want to cross the rainbow and get back to that morn ( Read more... )