I broke down today after looking through his Skype. I cried and cried. He loves someone else because I wasn't there for him and she was. But he got rejected  and he will fight for her. Exact words when we were together. He didn't fight for me, I guess he didn't love me enough and to accept me. But it's okay, my sister said I can do better and I ( Read more... )

The cliche ... Time heals all wounds. Well, I think it's true, it's been a while and I'm slowly losing my feelings for him. Hopefully it'll be okay. I'm more independent and doing what I like the most. Ballroom/salsa and gym. I've lost weight too and I feel good :) hopefully I can keep this up ( Read more... )

To stop missing you....

I regret not being there for you...

Dear Jonathan ( Read more... )

Another day...

I am sure I will get through today, I don't feel sad or anything. I just miss him. I hope they day comes when he is not on my mind at all.
I want this day now but I must be patient. It takes time apparently and everyday Im starting to believe it.

I must move on. it is important for me to move on.

I have only been in love three times in my life. I screwed up on all three relationships, two out if the three I did not care or shed a tear. I know I seem heartless but I felt nothing when those two failed. The last man, the man I still have feelings for is the most significant person with the most impact. I am so sorry. I feel so ashamed and ( Read more... )

I despise psychology, but thank God its only for 1 semester. I did 3 chapters so far, even tho its my last exam I dont know why im doing it nows. I did science 2 yesterday, the skeletal system. Bones Bones more bones. I hope they dont expect us to memorise all these. Im so glad theres BASIC physics in it. Therapeutics is such a bitch, how can u ( Read more... )

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