Feb 19, 2014 21:59
I broke down today after looking through his Skype. I cried and cried. He loves someone else because I wasn't there for him and she was. But he got rejected and he will fight for her. Exact words when we were together. He didn't fight for me, I guess he didn't love me enough and to accept me. But it's okay, my sister said I can do better and I will learn from my mistakes. He doesn't love her but using her to get over me. It his way of dealing with the breakup.
i hope I can finally let go 100% since she deleted skype and told me not to talk him. I'm just hurting myself more. She is right and I'll remember this....
please God let me get through this. I want to be strong and have faith. I can do this, be independent and I will find someone to love more in the future.