Letter to my love
Dear Jonathan.
i know I got upset at you and sent that message but you shouldn't have done that. It's like you threw away everything I worked for to make you happy. You might as well sell Athena while you are it. I do love you and hate you at the same time. and I wish I stop loving you for good. I'll still wait for these feelings to go away. I don't know if I should send you back that necklace. It doesn't belong to me. It never belonged to me. Maybe it'll help me move on faster. It makes me sad though giving it back even though you have it to me but you made me mad. I just wish I stop thinking about you and worry about you and your family so much. You play too much league of legend but I think it's a way for you to cope the stresses in you life. I hope it's working. I hope you think about me because I think about you all the time. I don't know what to do, I wish I never lied to you in the first place and just kept my distance from you. My lies caused so much pain and drama, I wish I never did that and I feel so guilty. I don't think I can forgive myself. I'm trying but I can't. I'm sorry for destroying your fragile heart.
Thank you to my best friend for taking me out last night. We had the most random night ever. With unexpected clubbing and unexpected drunk random man in my drive way. It was good to help me get home via taxi. All three of us had issues and needed to get away from things. It worked. We had fun and just hanged out. It made me feel better but I can't forget.
I love love you jonathan and I will always love you. But I'll leave you alone for now. I hope we can be friended one day
i know I got upset at you and sent that message but you shouldn't have done that. It's like you threw away everything I worked for to make you happy. You might as well sell Athena while you are it. I do love you and hate you at the same time. and I wish I stop loving you for good. I'll still wait for these feelings to go away. I don't know if I should send you back that necklace. It doesn't belong to me. It never belonged to me. Maybe it'll help me move on faster. It makes me sad though giving it back even though you have it to me but you made me mad. I just wish I stop thinking about you and worry about you and your family so much. You play too much league of legend but I think it's a way for you to cope the stresses in you life. I hope it's working. I hope you think about me because I think about you all the time. I don't know what to do, I wish I never lied to you in the first place and just kept my distance from you. My lies caused so much pain and drama, I wish I never did that and I feel so guilty. I don't think I can forgive myself. I'm trying but I can't. I'm sorry for destroying your fragile heart.
Thank you to my best friend for taking me out last night. We had the most random night ever. With unexpected clubbing and unexpected drunk random man in my drive way. It was good to help me get home via taxi. All three of us had issues and needed to get away from things. It worked. We had fun and just hanged out. It made me feel better but I can't forget.
I love love you jonathan and I will always love you. But I'll leave you alone for now. I hope we can be friended one day