I'm seriously fucking drowning. Sometimes I feel like I was never meant to to this well. I know people are going to think I'm crazy when I quit a really "good" job for an easier one but I am just terrified what will happen if I stay

i was almost going to say empty but more like lost ( Read more... )

another realllllly long day at work. i have too much going on and i hate my job and i really, really wish i could afford a real vacation. time to myself. gah.

i feel like im inside a bell jar. "The bell jar is an inverted glass jar, generally used to display an object of scientific curiosity, contain a certain kind of gas, or maintain a vacuum." Thats where I live today. In a place where all the world is moving around, living their lives, and I can only sit here and watch... interacting but not really ( Read more... )

Manuela Hooker to me ( Read more... )

so, i sometimes feel like i've gotten away with something ( Read more... )

i don't know why i feel the need to post this, but it weighs on me ( Read more... )

drink up baby down ( Read more... )

i dont know whether i've hurt you more than ive hurt myself
i know i'm always going to love you
but i wish i could have stopped being so angry

this is my update ( Read more... )