I am unhappy every single day. Not all day necessarily. But there is never a day that I am blissfully happy. I don't think that is okay ( Read more... )

I never thought I would be hoping time would slow down..but I do.

I feel pretty numb to a lot of things ( Read more... )

So I put up a front. It's a good one. Very bellievable ( Read more... )

 It sucks but i honestly feel like i can find someone else who will treat me like a princess through actions AND WORDS. Im so tired of having him try to guilt me ...because he has given me a home to live in and furniture to sleep/sit on. I should be oh so grateful ...which i am but not the kind of grateful that accepts SHIT from my husband. I ( Read more... )

 I think the worst part about all of this is that I knew it would happen.

Every night for the past 5 or 6 days I come home and Chris is in a terrible mood. He puts me down, belittles me and makes me feel like complete shit. He says get the fuck out shut the fuck up..

erika
are u alone

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What a stab in my heart.

You know what I don't understand in life? Why you are put in the most horrible but amazing situations surrenduring what could be the rest of your life or just a fragment of it. I love him. I can't stand him. He is the man i want to marry. He makes me doubt myself. I am a strong independant woman who with or without him will live life happy. But... ( Read more... )