Candace is on my mind constantly.  She's in Europe spending some Q.T. with the parentals.  You know, time apart sounds like a good idea on paper, but it sucks big time.  I am so lonely right now, I can't even see straight.  She's been gone about four days, but it seems like a damn eternity.  She usually calls twice a day, but my phone has been dead ( Read more... )

i was waiting until i could get the pictures uploaded before posting the last day. basically, we went out and got little xaeden a diaper genie for his birthday. oh, and mark nov. 20th as the first day of the year where i actually heard christmas music in a store. we were eating at bojangles and heard the first of many christmas carols of the year ( Read more... )

Rolled out of bed at about 11:00 this morning. I must say, getting to sleep last night was a little tough due to the fact that i was scared shitless that a spider was going to crawl down my throat in my sleep.

side note: i hope that i can finish this post without popup ads driving me to the brink of insanity.

We rolled down to this pizza joint called ( Read more... )

day 1:

Five hours in a car with Jake Barrett will make any man come... to know himself a little better. Indiana is really long. Kentucky is really tall. We flawlessly executed the "over and down," technique. Smooth-sailing all the way to beautiful BUMPUS MILLS.

Our day started out at about 1:00.

We drove to TSD and got my check.
Cashed it. The ( Read more... )

   vacation will be good for me.  jake and i are going to tennessee to see pappy and little xaeden.  i'm not really sure if this is the best thing for me emotionally/financially, but i'm going nonetheless.

the hard thing is that all the little gaps between thoughts are filled with mike.  not gears of war, not vacation, not even candace.  i ( Read more... )

i can't belive that i forgot to mention in my last post that MATTHEW SHAFER is in town. we went to steak n shake and played with whoopee cushions and plastic dinosaurs until about two in the morning. it was pretty fabulous. then, candace and i went to my house and talked until about 3 or 4. 'twas great ( Read more... )

i guess he has scheduled the tennessee trip for two weeks from friday. that's pretty awesome. i have to work all weekend, so this is perfect for me. it's totally enough time to request it off too. can't wait to see little xaeden. i'd really like to take some diapers or something, but it prolly won't happen ( Read more... )

my first time going to the vogue. i'm getting a little bit amped about it. dave just called me and told me that he's going. sweet action. i will probably go to watch the red chord and leave before GWAR plays. once again, noone will be passing out demos at the show, but oh well. candace is sick and lord knows she took care of me when i wasn't ( Read more... )