vacation is in a couple of days

[ishiaryan]

   vacation will be good for me.  jake and i are going to tennessee to see pappy and little xaeden.  i'm not really sure if this is the best thing for me emotionally/financially, but i'm going nonetheless.

the hard thing is that all the little gaps between thoughts are filled with mike.  not gears of war, not vacation, not even candace.  i miss him.