i'm so fed up with being angry. with being hurt and with being unhappy ( Read more... )

ok, i need to vent. it may be short, but its a vent nevertheless ( Read more... )

a very hearty FUCK YOU.

take your head out of your stubborn irish ass and open your eyes. fuck you, thats what i have to say at this point.

im more hurt than anything else that he didnt talk to me about this, especially if he was serious about this having been on his mind for two weeks. i think thats a lie, because as far as i know, three days ago he ( Read more... )

i cant FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW GUYS.

WAY TOO MUCH SHIT TO DEAL WITH.

i just want to get in a car and fucking DRIVE somewhere. nothing but me, him and an open road. thats it.

FUCK IT.

xxxN.

( shit. long rant/message to my friend. mostly a long rant. )

a few things before i head to bed:

late nights (what? this is early for me. something's wrong here already)

+

viral marketing (what.the.fuck)

+

too many bands on the same wavelength trying to get involved (seriously. what the hell. say anything? are you kidding?)

+

shitty quality clips

=

clearly, i need to sleep.

just sit back, and watch the fankids freak ( Read more... )

so, not much going on around here.

eliminated at millbrook, pretty sure i already mentioned that.

my mom came home yesterday from canada at like, one. was here all day, and leaves for california at 4 am tomorrow.

is it wrong that i kind of like when she's not here? like, it sounds awful, but i've gotten so used to it just being my dad and my brothers ( Read more... )

im going to attempt an lj cut, and rant about my intense hatred for all things jonas/cyrus/disney channel. if you like any of those things, you may not want to read this. if you hate any or all, please READ ON.

HOLY SHIT.

DISNEY CHANNEL IS POLLUTING THE MINDS OF CHILDREN EVERYWHERE.

making them believe that if they try hard enough, they can be ( Read more... )

I have a hate/love relationship with my life.

this has to do with music and bands that i want to see.

SO:

There for Tomorrow is going to be in HARTFORD on July 21st- RIGHT after i get back from Saugerties- AND I CANT GO TO THAT CONCERT. do you know WHY? because they're playing at the WEBSTER THEATRE which is in like, sketch-ville i guess, SO IM NOT ( Read more... )