so i will write about this tomorrow.
but my day today was both awkward and awesome.
but im too tired to do it now.
so in the morning okay?
okay.
love.
xxNell

im more awake than i have been these last two days- probably because for the first time in a week im not overloaded with homework that's due tomorrow. which means this weekend is focused on my college essays ( Read more... )

not 100% sure what i just got myself into...underclassmen frustrate me, especially when it comes to needing to have an answer and you dont want to give one.

hm.

kinda hoping i dont screw this up.

ps im dizzy. idk why. prolly not good haha.

I LIED.

and.

i don't know what i want.

except sleep. because im exhausted.

ohh goodness ( Read more... )

i lied. i could tell it wasnt gonna work out before it even started. i just spent the last five to ten minutes venting to one of my best friends about stuff that bugged me, and we were like hey red flags! and we arent even technically dating ( Read more... )

maybe not? idk, somehow we managed to not actually discuss whether we were "official" or not. how silly, that things have to be "official" these days. he just said he liked the sound of it.

well, its not like i was going to wait any longer :P though i certainly don't feel any different. interesting. we'll see where this goes...

ps crazymule he does have a ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend? i think? im pretty sure? haha :) he's a cool kid :) his name is christian. i will give details later :P

(end of ze world!)

OKAY. so yesterday. MOST BIPOLAR DAY EVER.

so ex-boyfriend and i had been trying to figure out a time to meet so we could talk about some stuff, right? right.

so yesterday i went to see my friend Jordan, who lives in the same town as ex boyfriend, and is friends with him. which doesn't bother me, yadda yadda yadda. I hadn't ( Read more... )

what the fuckity fuck fuck.

i just had the most emotionally bipolar day ever. im sleeping over a friends house, so i will explain all later, but holy crap this day could not possibly get any weirder. seriously.

that is all.

(a very buzzed on caffeine) Nellie.