You're finally twenty. Time to take a look back in time and see the mistakes you've committed, see the people and find out who changed the most and realize that it was you... This post is mainly dedicated to you and the memories I have of you so far.

It's hard to believe that this... Friendship started back in the beginning of college for the both ( Read more... )

MEANWHILE... (Inside Susana's Head)

*puts on her goggles*

READY!?!?!

...n-no... not quite...

SET!!

...w-wait...

GO!!!

*BANG!*
ANYWAYS!!!

Today I applied to two different journalism opportunities. I'm very very VERY happy with most of what I am able to offer to these people.

One was concerning music, while the other was a magazine one.

Leo says I'm shy, but I ( Read more... )

For a while now I wondered about drugs... or more specifically, taking it. I do not know why but Mori makes it look like it's important... for our friendship. If I don't do it, then I don't feel like I'm a good friend. Soo.... do I really need to do it ( Read more... )

I've just realized that I never really managed to get anyone to understand what I mean by vibes ( Read more... )

I feel a little... confused. I feel like maybe I should what I write here, because one way or another it will look bad on my part. I'm already restraining myself from certain details and complaints, but at the same time, I don't want to make my posts private anymore. (Freaking editing.) But....

I guess I'll start having to.

I hung out with Mori, Leo ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do...

I'm feeling strange. Been feeling that way. It's not a bad feeling, not a good feeling... just an awkward feeling. Like I miss someone. Missing something.

Sleep is something I need. Instead of getting some shut eye, I spend my nights feeling depressed in my bed.

I DON'T EVEN WRITE! D:

The more and more I go into this... the ( Read more... )

I really need to talk more about my issues.

Manny tried to get me to talk today and it sorta worked. He wanted to ask me some personal questions (question I know he tried to get out of Leo) but it wasn't until I got home that depression hit me with full force.

And I was just starting to get better.

I don't want to think about it. I don't. I want to ( Read more... )

Don't know how this came to be... but I managed to relax a bit today. Surprisingly, not having Morena there made me feel tons lighter. I could laugh a bit more, relax, not have to be super careful what I say around her. Leo can handle whatever comes out of my mouth. Hell, he'll even throw it back at me, and laugh when I act disgusted or angry.

I ( Read more... )

Hate ( Read more... )

Well, today I learned several wonderful things:

My life isn't totally fucked over. I still have a chance at Math, English, and other classes. I need to gather my shit up really quick.

So yeah.

I lost my Judo Gi the other day... after an hour of turning my room inside out, I finally found it tucked safely away in my closet... leaving me with a ton of ( Read more... )