Nov 10, 2010 17:41
I don't know what to do...
I'm feeling strange. Been feeling that way. It's not a bad feeling, not a good feeling... just an awkward feeling. Like I miss someone. Missing something.
Sleep is something I need. Instead of getting some shut eye, I spend my nights feeling depressed in my bed.
I DON'T EVEN WRITE! D:
The more and more I go into this... the more and more I feel like I can't get out...
I wish I was... dead.
Anyways, I finally managed to talk to Leo today... even if it was short one on one time. Thing is I felt like I had a friend again. I really miss that feeling.
Even if Leo thinks I need to open up more.
I need more and more time, though. Let me get used to this feeling again...
I miss it. I miss having a friend.
I miss having time with just you an' me.
But I'm happy now.
Be with me for just a bit longer. Don't let go! I miss you!
Very happy.
-Susana
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