I long for a feeling ( Read more... )

I have a tendency to be a somewhat contradictory "cynical optimist ( Read more... )

Why is happinness both ephemeral and hard to get these days ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving blows, or at least this one did ( Read more... )

Am I more lonely then previously? It's almost like I have little to no friends here physically to confide or talk anything to with often.

AHHH I feel so dismotivated, depressed, and lonely....

Fuck.

Although last night I had an interesting and happy dream that prominently featured one special guest for almost the entire dream it seemed (or at least this person was referenced multiple times in this dream). But I guess this dream only plays a role or is a symptom of what I feel now.

To be honest, this semester was quite full of fail ( Read more... )

Yesterday's thing was post-poned to May 4th...

I'm getting this feeling, at least this morning, that my life is one misery to the next with nothing really good in a worthwhile sense to show for it.

In a few weeks I'll finally be 20 years old ( Read more... )

Well today I took quite an easy quiz...too easy for the time I spent studying. Then I went to my modern european history class, in which I thought I've done all my hw but then figured that maybe I have missed one assignment ( Read more... )