Dec 10, 2009 17:58
Why is happinness both ephemeral and hard to get these days?
I find it hard to describe why being with someone for a moment today was basically the high-light of my day or even week...
My situation is quite pathetic...
I wonder if this semester will set the tone for the rest to come? Will I just become some sort of lonely alcoholic or something?
I feel so distant and detached from the people who matter, but it's as if I'm forced into this situation.
I guess I shouldn't worry about this now, tomorrow starts my winter break...
hopeless,
depression,
worries,
loneliness