So, I feel like crap. THANKS JULEE. I have barely a voice, and just feel like shit. But, a friend needs to keep busy today and needed a pack of cigs and asked if I had any house work to be done. LMAO yeah I got tons. HEY.... So.. what's going on? I am getting the garage cleaned up, organized into a bedroom today. SO tonight, I hope to have my ( Read more... )

Cameron been up since 2am went to sleep finally at 430am. I'm exhausted.  I got him watching sponge bib after I fed him.  Steve accidentally stepped on him after he had went to sleep on a pallet on my floor.  Or we would still be asleep.  Going to shrink today,  spilling large amounts ketones,  weight the sane need to get something for tummy... Er ( Read more... )

Spilling ketones large amounts,  weighed 268.2 this morning.  I kind of dislike weighing every morning I get why they have you do it  but I still sort of dislike it.   I feel pretty good,  besides sleepy from rain.  Cameron throwing up from coughing this morning so,  narcotic cough syrup and cartoons this morning.  It's raining,  I like rain,  good ( Read more... )

Iv'e spent...the last few weeks being in termoil... I've been...confused about how I should feel.. I've been determined to reconnect with my oldest...that I have felt so torn apart from, and most of that was my fault..I've strived to be a better parent... I've tried to work on my self as I've noticed more and more manic episodes and my self sinking ( Read more... )