I slept all day.  I did.  I got a beautiful dozen roses for our one year legal anniversary.  I felt safe today,  was nice.   I miss my Maggi.  Yesterday wasn't enough .   Spilling ketones well,  lost another pound .  Didn't each much today what Steve forced me cause I just wanted to sleep.   He was able give me shot in sleep never woke up.  Now I ( Read more... )

Cameron been up since 2am went to sleep finally at 430am. I'm exhausted.  I got him watching sponge bib after I fed him.  Steve accidentally stepped on him after he had went to sleep on a pallet on my floor.  Or we would still be asleep.  Going to shrink today,  spilling large amounts ketones,  weight the sane need to get something for tummy... Er ( Read more... )

Okay so Im taking a page from Maggi and become partial to starting thigns on Monday. Any weird quirks I have devoloped in the last 7 years I blame on her. But any who, Okay game plan...I've kept some habbits last week or two...1)OA meetings 2) Trying each day to not eat my foods Im staying absinte from. 3) trying to push my self to do something ( Read more... )