So ever since I found out it was true, I haven't been able to stop thinking about them. I find myself wondering what their relationship is like. Does she treat her the way she treated me? Is she in love with her already? How fast have they moved? Does her family like her more than they like me? Do they ever miss me or wonder how I am? Does she ( Read more... )

Another day.

I'm going to try to keep my cool and not cry or anything today. It's hard, when so many things remind me of us.

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It's been a while since I've posted. I'm not really sure where to start ( Read more... )

Hmm, so my weekend was okay. I spent the majority of it doing homework. On Saturday we went to Alex's football game. This time it was at night, which was nice because it wasn't so hot outside. They won (with a huge lead) and it was awesome. Unfortunately, a kid from the other team was knocked out during a tackle and was taken away by ambulance. ( Read more... )

Last night Jess and I had a horrible fight. I ended up leaving the house and I went to school to do my homework. We resolved the problem over the phone and decided that I should go home. So I finished up my work and went home. As soon as I got there we started fighting again. Can we not go like five minutes without fighting? Apparently not. So I ( Read more... )

Well its after 4am and I'm on my way home from my mom's and I still haven't heard from her. I guess she's finally starting to get over it all..

Can it be any more obvious? We are fighting again. What else is new ( Read more... )

Im fucking piiiiissssseeeedddd! i hate hanging out with jess sometimes, it fucken sucks. she fucken twists shit and is so goddamned immature sometimes. she says the stupidest shit and then two seconds later she talks to you like every thing is okay all of a sudden. hat kind of shit is that? like, do i not get a sorry for the mean shit you just said ( Read more... )

God i am so freaking exhausted. i worked all day today. i didn't leave work until after 6pm. then all day spazz and i weren't really talking. we sent maybe 20 texts to each other in the whole day..if that. i apologized for being mean to her yesterday but when i got home she didnt even say anything to me. then she went and showered and then left. ( Read more... )

Today was my last day of Summer I classes. I took my finals (which I passed with an A) and I also passed both of my classes with an A. Well, not yet. I have yet to write my paper that was due today for Jazz class, but Mr. T said as long as I have e-mailed it to him, he'll grade it and count it towards my grade. So yay. It shouldn't be too hard. I  ( Read more... )