Okay so I'm in love with Zak. Sounds like it should be simple seeing that he loves me too, Hmmm not quite. Although I was shocked that he told me so last Saturday, a part of me knew it was something he had tried to tell me before. Because he was off his head I didn't say anything back and he told me he didn't expect me to, but still I asked him to ( Read more... )

I've been seeing Zak for the last couple of weeks and just last Thursday one of his housemates asked me if I was interested in putting the word boy before friend. I was pleasantly surprised but wasn't sure how to respond. Then David asked me the same thing at Q&A and before I could even answer Zak was introducing me as his boyfriend to his friends ( Read more... )

I didn't want to leave the house last weekend but ended up having a trashy one instead. Jordan was on a mission to go mushroom hunting. They are apparently in season. But all we found were a bunch of fucked up possoms running up to us instead of running away like they usually do.

So we decided to trip on pills instead accompained with bacardi ( Read more... )

I fuckin hate people. On Thursday I got really trashed and anyway long story short I kinda blacked out at the Peel. On my way back to the car while narrowly avoiding a creepy guy in a van trying to coax me to have sex with him, I ran in to some people I had met at Q&A, which I was nice enough to drive home since it was cold and it was on my way. ( Read more... )

Who the fuck am I? I have no idea. I was seeing Pete for a little while, which that now seems like eons ago. It was one of those situations where he liked me more than I liked him. I mean, there is so many times you can use the 'I feel sick' excuse when someone keeps wanting to have sex with you. With him, I noticed a pattern forming which made me ( Read more... )

I had one of those freaky episodes that I used to always get as a kid when I went to bed this morning. It's like everything is speeding past me and closing in at the same time. And it won't go away whether my eyes are closed or open. It's hard to explain and I don't know why it happens. And when it is happening I try to make it stop by rubbing my ( Read more... )

Your eyes are almost dead ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, I got a new phone today and it's a new phone number: 0412 747 244. My other number still exists but I'll be using this new phone more often because I can upload mp3s to it and I'm sick of needing a key to use my old phone that has three missing buttons and heaps of water damage. I'm also moving back home to Deer Park by the end of the ( Read more... )

I went to the Wonderland party thing last night with Boyan and it was fuckin shit. I don't know why I go to these things. It's totally the wrong crowd for me. Some funny shit happened though. Some feral guy was offering headjobs in the toilets. He showed me his ecstacy cock. It looked like a lump of foreskin and I almost threw up. Some crazy queen ( Read more... )

At work on Wednesday night I was tired n bored so I decided to send Paul an sms to tell him how much the new Placebo is rocking my world (I get so sick of being at work that I now serve customers while listening to my walkman) and he replied: 'Well aren't we lucky..sorry been awhile, I'm with a guy..weird and just happened..Still mates with you I ( Read more... )