I'll Never Sleep Alone
I've been seeing Zak for the last couple of weeks and just last Thursday one of his housemates asked me if I was interested in putting the word boy before friend. I was pleasantly surprised but wasn't sure how to respond. Then David asked me the same thing at Q&A and before I could even answer Zak was introducing me as his boyfriend to his friends, which was fine with me. I like him heaps and he makes me feel good. He might be younger than me (like 9 years...) yet is still extremely affectionate. I have so much fun with him and at first I was disappointed by the age difference but right now I don't fuckin care - no matter what people tell me. But being with Zak has brought up an issue I didn't even know existed with someone I consider a very good friend of mine. I don't think it's fair to go in to too much detail at the moment but I'm unsure of what to do. I value his friendship so much and I don't want to lose that.
So my dad made me an additional cardhold for his Gold Matercard when I went overseas but took it back when I returned. Now for some reason the bank sent me another card a little while ago and because I think my dad is a fuckin dumbfuck homophobic arsehole I didn't tell him and went a bit crazy with it last weekend and spent over a thousand dollars on clothes and shit. I even withdrew money to party with, so much that I was hallucinating by the time Sunday night came along. It was funny. I was a bit 'loud' with Zak that night at home. My dad probably heard me. lol. But he found out on Monday that someone had been using it and he asked me if I knew anything about it. Of course I lied. It doesn't really bother me if he finds out though. He can get fucked. I'm just disappointed that I can't use it again. I would have liked to have spent several more thousands of dollars first. I like ripping off my dad, especially when he tells me off and says I stupid I look with make up on and purple streaks going through my fringe. Like I'm gonna take fashion advise from an ugly old man with feral afro hair.
There's other stuff but I'm late for work so gotta run. I so can't be fucked going. Oh and I have a myspace now. It's kinda shit though cause I'm still learning how to work the fucka:
http://www.myspace.com/philliperaoufaziz
So my dad made me an additional cardhold for his Gold Matercard when I went overseas but took it back when I returned. Now for some reason the bank sent me another card a little while ago and because I think my dad is a fuckin dumbfuck homophobic arsehole I didn't tell him and went a bit crazy with it last weekend and spent over a thousand dollars on clothes and shit. I even withdrew money to party with, so much that I was hallucinating by the time Sunday night came along. It was funny. I was a bit 'loud' with Zak that night at home. My dad probably heard me. lol. But he found out on Monday that someone had been using it and he asked me if I knew anything about it. Of course I lied. It doesn't really bother me if he finds out though. He can get fucked. I'm just disappointed that I can't use it again. I would have liked to have spent several more thousands of dollars first. I like ripping off my dad, especially when he tells me off and says I stupid I look with make up on and purple streaks going through my fringe. Like I'm gonna take fashion advise from an ugly old man with feral afro hair.
There's other stuff but I'm late for work so gotta run. I so can't be fucked going. Oh and I have a myspace now. It's kinda shit though cause I'm still learning how to work the fucka:
http://www.myspace.com/philliperaoufaziz