my mom doesn't understand. she told me not to get upset. so told me that vince should understand that i have to go to work. that i next i should make sure i have enough money. she doesn't understand. and now my dad just camein. he told me i could pay him back little by little and before he made it seem like i had to give everything to him aall at ( Read more... )

so....second time in two weeks i've curled up in bed and just cried. heh, bad thing. that happens when i'm totally stressed. so i think i figured it out. i dunno. i think i just need reassurances. i do that for people i think. whenever they're down i try to give them reassurances but nobody does that to me. so whatever. vince helped. he listened. ( Read more... )

friday i was a nervous wreck waking up ealier than what i had planned. i dressed and showered and such then got my checks and sat around. i was nervous about the hotel rooms because sam kept asking about the tv so i was like whatever. but we got to the station on time and everything with amtrak worked out even though i was scared that abby might ( Read more... )

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[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual ( Read more... )