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my mom doesn't understand. she told me not to get upset. so told me that vince should understand that i have to go to work. that i next i should make sure i have enough money. she doesn't understand. and now my dad just camein. he told me i could pay him back little by little and before he made it seem like i had to give everything to him aall at once. fuck fuck. i hate this! my mom told me that i should stop being a teenager or whatever and my told me to try to figure all this out and that i should stop spending my money on comics. i haven't bought comics in like a fucking month! this week is the only fucking week i bought comics and suddenly it's fucking like i made a new shelf for my comics. and i spend it on food!
fuck my job. i fucking hate it! i'm calling out and i'm going to ny! i want to hang out and see corpse bride and fucking crap like that. i don't want to be here!
and now i just give up. that's it. vince is feeling like hell. she has a cold which is understandable. and i'm just pissing her off now. telling her all my problems and causing her all this headache and i don't ccare about her. i'm not helping her in anyway. i just keep being selfish and do exactly what others have done to me. talk but don't listen. so i'm a self irresponsible friend. i'm not going to ny. i'm gonna work 8 hours at a job i fucking hate. and i'm just gonna be miserable because i'm making myself miserable. and it doesn't matter. because i created this all myself so i don't need your help. it's my fault. i don't want you sympathy. i don't desreve it.
oh woe is me and all that crap. right
vince-I feel like hell...and have for the past four days....of which no one seems to acknowledge...that in itself pisses me off...the lack of sleep and the therflu clogging my brain pores. Then you keep going on about your shitty life which is only so cause you make it so while I dont even have the energy to to speak four sentences....you bable on about how you dont have money cause yuo waste it...yuo didnt think that we were celebrating my birthday...you didnt think about me...and then you went on about your problems while you werent thinking about me...problems...which If you didnt waste your money wouldnt happen btw.....yet again....you being selfish
that is why Im pissed. I am yet again half a thought...that I should be lucky even came into your head between the need for a boy to validate your life and god knows what else
you didnt even call me back like you siad you would on my actual birthday
and they're totally valid reasons. se's right. i'm sorry. i don't know what else to say. i'm stressed and they're just excuses. i don't know what to say. i'm really sorry. and...i just want to celebrate your birthday.
and others- don't be mad at vince cuz it's my fault. and she has the right to tell me what i've done wrong.
fuck my job. i fucking hate it! i'm calling out and i'm going to ny! i want to hang out and see corpse bride and fucking crap like that. i don't want to be here!
and now i just give up. that's it. vince is feeling like hell. she has a cold which is understandable. and i'm just pissing her off now. telling her all my problems and causing her all this headache and i don't ccare about her. i'm not helping her in anyway. i just keep being selfish and do exactly what others have done to me. talk but don't listen. so i'm a self irresponsible friend. i'm not going to ny. i'm gonna work 8 hours at a job i fucking hate. and i'm just gonna be miserable because i'm making myself miserable. and it doesn't matter. because i created this all myself so i don't need your help. it's my fault. i don't want you sympathy. i don't desreve it.
oh woe is me and all that crap. right
vince-I feel like hell...and have for the past four days....of which no one seems to acknowledge...that in itself pisses me off...the lack of sleep and the therflu clogging my brain pores. Then you keep going on about your shitty life which is only so cause you make it so while I dont even have the energy to to speak four sentences....you bable on about how you dont have money cause yuo waste it...yuo didnt think that we were celebrating my birthday...you didnt think about me...and then you went on about your problems while you werent thinking about me...problems...which If you didnt waste your money wouldnt happen btw.....yet again....you being selfish
that is why Im pissed. I am yet again half a thought...that I should be lucky even came into your head between the need for a boy to validate your life and god knows what else
you didnt even call me back like you siad you would on my actual birthday
and they're totally valid reasons. se's right. i'm sorry. i don't know what else to say. i'm stressed and they're just excuses. i don't know what to say. i'm really sorry. and...i just want to celebrate your birthday.
and others- don't be mad at vince cuz it's my fault. and she has the right to tell me what i've done wrong.