so, i started an AMAZING job on 2/20. it's awesome. so far, three shows have come through, the moiseyev dance company, bobby mcferrin and 4-ish. we had a kids show last week, jack and the beanstalk. i got to eat pizza with rachel dunn before i left nc. i got here on a tuesday and lived in a hotel until monday. on saturday, i signed a lease on a ( Read more... )

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dec 5-6: fought with jay. still weird.

dec 10-14: went to nyc. it was good. good to see old friends, sad to miss others. good food, good shows. altar boyz, spring awakening, spamalot. went to museum of art and design, the met and moma. drank at the snug, rudy's and the brass monkey. good to just have fun with jay. even though things are still weird.

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and i don't know if it was the right decision. it has to be for right now, but i'm even more miserable than i could've ever imagined.

worst anniversary/birthday of my life.

/end pity party. time to start drinking.

i'm miserable. if you know me, you know i've been trying to analyze the damn cause of everything, and i think i've found it.

1. work: blows. my vp is cock-blocking me from advancing at all, and since more and more responsibility is being taken away from me, i get the feeling i'm being edged out. i love the people i work with and the students i work ( Read more... )

footloose was great, i'm sad it's over, but it was good to be back on stage.

jay and i took a vacation back to nc for a week and a half. went and hung out with mom thurs-sun. helped go through a lot of old books of hers, grandma's and matt and i's. loved on koho, who's getting too old. i'm scared for her.

then we spent the rest of the week in ( Read more... )

katie's been gone two years today. it doesn't hurt as much, but then i try not to think about it. i still have her picture on my desk and in my wallet. she's also around my neck most days and hanging by my computer. i like wearing the necklace, because people always comment on it. it makes it easier to talk about.

she would have been six this year. ( Read more... )

hey all. it's been a crazy two months. jay will come home tomorrow night and i couldn't be more ready. while living by myself again has reaffirmed my love for being independent, it's a little wonky here at night. i miss having someone to bounce ideas and dreams off of and i miss not being reassured that if anything happened, he was right there.

i do ( Read more... )

hello all, fear not, for i have not disappeared off the face of the earth.

february wrap-up:
went to the gym a lot to get ready for ashten and stus' wedding
had an avon party on the 2nd
worked a pancake breakfast with teh kiwanis club on the 3rd
held the circle k midterm snack sales the 5-7th
got new contacts
laura and maureen came the weekend of the 9- ( Read more... )

it's matt's birthday. hooray!

updates on the life:

been going to pilates and yoga on tuesdays, body sculpting on wednesdays, pilates an yoga on saturdays and yoga on sundays. trying to get into this elliptical machine thing. i try to do 15 minutes on it anytime i'm in the gym. i'm not a big fan. gotta get vicious for the wedding.

jay's birthday was ( Read more... )