looking over the past few months worth of entries which unfortunately is only about five or six of them i have noticed that lately my writing style has been pretty incoherant, more or less inconprehensible and overall vague. i guess that is because that is how i have felt and been acting over the past few months. id like to think that one certain ( Read more... )

i dont want this life anymore ( Read more... )

lets see where to begin ( Read more... )

im not a verry good friend
i know
i just....
like to be alone
lately

alcohol

im not adicted
i just want to drown out the voices in my head
stop the insessant thinking
always thinking, always analyzing
i just wnat it to stop
so i drink
and i smoke
and i sleep
and i do anything at all that i can possibly think of to do to make it stop
but it doesnt stop
it just slows down a bit

so im in tazewell ( Read more... )

i got sick at work today and my boss gave me dramamine ( Read more... )

Complications, more so I can say ( Read more... )

I must be dreaming or
we're onto something
I must be dreaming for
I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
pinch me to waking
so undeniably yours
as long as I'm losing it so completely

my stomache turns if i think about it ( Read more... )