i know how im going to die

[greeneyedcelt03]

alcohol

im not adicted
i just want to drown out the voices in my head
stop the insessant thinking
always thinking, always analyzing
i just wnat it to stop
so i drink
and i smoke
and i sleep
and i do anything at all that i can possibly think of to do to make it stop
but it doesnt stop
it just slows down a bit