I create another virtual character to talk to. And to be the one I used to be - outside, and the one I still am- inside. Thinking of when suicide can be justified and finding a lot of cases like that. Coffee only in order not to sleep and to lose the weight that makes me feel as if I were an elephant. I didn't mean to offend the animal. XDD ( Read more... )

Не спиться...
Наслідок:

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Наслідки морозу на вікнах чомусь здалися схожими за формою на ялинкові гілки. Як у Карпатах, коли ми туди їздили навесні. І нагадали про 2005 ( Read more... )

I'm in my memories again ( Read more... )

Обіцяне англомовне продовження посту.

Let's start from sth I'm already tired to repeat: yes, I'm not a freak and don't want to be one.

I'm more into something classic. "Classic" - doesn't mean "mainstream". Mainstream is transient; classic things are eternal or even part of eternity. I wanted to explain it to those who call me "one of many", "like ( Read more... )

You've renewed your true name, the name of the real inside you...
A good step - on the cage-breaking way.

НІЯКА радість не живе більше двох днів...Rest in peace - a message to my dream.

Had a dream again. So real...
Sorry for the stupid way of writing - tried to write down everything I still remember.
( The dream )

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Yes, I don't smoke. And will never do. What? Going to spit at me?

I've fallen. And trapped. Ask for help? I'd better bite off the trapped part of body. Don't want to be dependent.
No way out. I'll get used. Just give me time, and time for the pain to grow.
Sometimes I also want to hear sth everyone hears. I often see it in dreams. Spoken in German.
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