I'm a little shaken up from rolling last night at Brazilian jujitsu - emotionally, that is. Physically I'm fine (or at least as fine as is normal - I'm still recovering from a hyperextended toe, pinkie finger, and got my elbows tweaked a little hard last night). The part I was (am?) upset about was getting slammed a couple times by someone I ( Read more... )

( Just me journaling about things. )

I turned 43 earlier this month - August 8 to be exact. I think that puts me as starting my 44th year. Or maybe I’m starting the 43rd. I never could get those things straight, nor have I ever paid much attention to the date other than as the day of the year I celebrate still being alive (hopefully with cake, good food, friends, and doing something ( Read more... )

Here it is, New Year's Eve. Time for reflection on the previous year. Time for resolutions for the next.

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My ex came over to get his stuff today. We argued. I threw him out.

( When one door closes in your life ... lock that fucker shut! )

( Stuff and thangs )

The divorce decree was signed by both of us, approved by the judge, and certified by the court. I'm free.

Free, I say!

And it feels good. :D

I'm tired of my cycling emotions. Last night it was tears. This morning it was emptiness inside and a lethargy so great I tried dozing at my desk. Now I'm pissed. Nothing set me off, which is a good and bad thing. I'm not chewing anyone's head off who was just in the wrong place at the wrong time, but on the other hand I'm still really pissed. ( Read more... )

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