I'm so frustrated and hurt right now. My life is nowhere where i thought it would be just a few years ago. Guess things are always unexpected. I just look back at the years in high school especially the last two and wonder why I ever would have wanted or needed anything more. Everything was so perfect. Now I'm struggling to trust people again and I ( Read more... )

im sitting in this little hallway concourse thing at school right now bored out of my mind. i've been reading peoples' myspaces and blogs...wow brings me way back. a lot of people, including my brother and raquel are now worrying about stuff like countertops, dishwashers, wow. that'll be me soon. i never realized i'd actually grow up and think ( Read more... )

wow its been almost 6 months for this thing and i dont know why but i felt like writing. I was just looking back on entries from when i first started this thing. wow i was immature. it was also like 5 years ago. jeez! i was looking back on stuff from freshman year in college as well and when me and eric broke up. we said we'd give it time and time' ( Read more... )

Wow I think I just blew about 2 inches of dust off this thing. I never thought I'd see the day that my friends' entries would only be a page long ( Read more... )

does anyone use this thing anymore? it seems like all it is is a place where bands post where they're playing, just one giant bulletin board

I'm getting very frustrated up here. I try to make friends but it doesn't work. I talk to people and they seem all excited but are never excited when I say hey lets hang out this weekend. They all hang out with each other and write on each others facebook walls, send each other messages on myspace. I send some....I dont hear back. I dont understand ( Read more... )

Do you ever come across a person in your life, whether it be a friend or someone you just know of, that you wish you could be in their shoes for one day and see what its like? Yea, I get that a lot

I miss sleepovers with the girls. Scary movies, lots of food and pop. Sleeping bags all over the floor, trying to stay up as late as we can. Hmm those were the days :)

gosh i haven't even looked at this thing in months. I dont know, I've been doin a lot of thinkin lately and I kinda just needed to do this for myself for once. Ever since high school I've pretty much lost all of my friends. I came home this weekend and I haven't talked to or seen anyone. I guess I'm ok with it, cause now I know what matters most. ( Read more... )

its been about a month since my last update and i still have nothing to really say. lets see...hang out with meg a lot. goin to the beach tomorrow and starting nino's the 15th. Also, Canada on saturday! great day happenin on the 26th :) well here's a survey ( Read more... )