ahh
I'm so frustrated and hurt right now. My life is nowhere where i thought it would be just a few years ago. Guess things are always unexpected. I just look back at the years in high school especially the last two and wonder why I ever would have wanted or needed anything more. Everything was so perfect. Now I'm struggling to trust people again and I'm unhappy. I miss home and I miss the way things used to be but of course they will never be the same again. I have to look forward to the next thing and just hope that it gets here soon.
as for the friends department? things couldn't be better. i'm finally making friends that i feel are my own...after 3 years. wow. took me 3 years to get this. i get called to do things and i dont feel like im just interrupting. hopefully things will just continue to escalate like this and i'll find a boy soon too :) that will come with time
as for the friends department? things couldn't be better. i'm finally making friends that i feel are my own...after 3 years. wow. took me 3 years to get this. i get called to do things and i dont feel like im just interrupting. hopefully things will just continue to escalate like this and i'll find a boy soon too :) that will come with time