~.: Sometimes the answer to prayer is not always the one we want. And though it hurts, we learn to move on and not worry about what could have or would have been. All we can do is turn our prayers to another subject and hope that healing comes instead.

~.: For those on my flist who pray, please keep a friend of mine in your prayers. I will not say who or why, but God will know who and what you mean. It's a very serious situation, and I don't think I've ever been so heartbroken. Please also pray for me, that I will be there when I am needed, and that I will be as supportive as I can be.

~.: I'm going to a training seminar for the pregnancy center, and they got my application and reference from my pastor. I'm also finding alot of useful information for teaching English in Japan, and the panicky feeling I had before at the thought of being in Japan again has subsided. I'm feeling good. I'm feeling like I might really get this ( Read more... )

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~.: Yesterday, Dad and Krisite went to talk with the associate pastor at the church, so that they could have a truly outside, unbiased mediator help them solve this problem. They were able to figure out some of the underlying problem on Kristie's part, and everyone is sorry and forgiven all around. I know it'll take baby steps for them to work ( Read more... )

~.: Please let this baby be okay. Please.

~.: I need your wisdom. I'm going to talk to Lisa tomorrow. I'm scared for Rebeka, and even more scared to tell Lisa what Rebeka has told me. I'm afraid of how she'll react. Lisa needs to know, Rebeka needs her mom, but Lord, Lisa hasn't been reacting positively towards Rebeka for a while. So Father, please, when I call her tomorrow to tell ( Read more... )

~.: I met a Marine medic in Gaia slots tonight, and we talked for a bit. Actually talking to someone who's out there brings the war so much closer to home ( Read more... )

~.: I really hate when people I love are suffering. The empathic part of me just wishes I could take on all their hurting and pain so that they can be happy. And I hate how society deems a place for everyone and everyone must stay in their place. Just like it's not my place to confront Layne's mom even though I want to so badly. I wanna get in ( Read more... )