Confidence in what you're doing feels good
~.: I'm going to a training seminar for the pregnancy center, and they got my application and reference from my pastor. I'm also finding alot of useful information for teaching English in Japan, and the panicky feeling I had before at the thought of being in Japan again has subsided. I'm feeling good. I'm feeling like I might really get this director's assistant job. I really want it. This training seminar, which is open to the public, is kind of like a pre-interview interview. I know they'll be checking me out. I'm feeling this is going to work. My fingers are crossed, my prayers are unceasing, and my hopes are high. I really really want this job. More than I've wanted a job before. I feel I deserve this (which is perhaps a little selfish of me). I need this.